|| with all my heart and soul ||

Sunday, July 27, 2008

what could i say
what could i do
but offer this heart oh God
completely to You.

today started off w tuition. den rock kidz interview! weee i hope i can get to serve. :D really excited!!! den went to meet jc north and went for fourth w them!
today's svc was one kind of POWERFUL okay. grain offering= Jesus. holiest offering! when we keep feeding on Jesus, we'll be uncommon! above and set apart fr others. i'll be an uncommon NUS student. amen! really had a fresh revelation of God's love again today. i really pray tt would happen every single day of my life. i really just wna feed on His love for me. and my Daddy God is stylish okay, e way He loves us is totally~ cool okay. :D im highly favoured, greatly blessed, deeply loved, FREELY forgiven!

shining lights 08 was quite fun. e games were all abt water la, they just wan us to be VERY wet i guess. lol e talks by deacon anthony and coach maddy were useful, but most imptly, it was e praise and worship tt was really awesome. could really feel e anointing in e LT. like seriously la, i was kinda cynical abt hving p&w in e LT lo. God proved me wrong, He can be anywhere at anytime, nt necessarily be in church all e time. like i can really receive His love&anointing at anywhere anytime. really cool huh, my God okay! :D hehehe. yupp anw really hope, w e hope tt doesnt disappoint, tt my desire (im still nt sure whether its my calling) will come to pass! oh! and e anointing oil is e best skincare ever on this fallen Earth, cos this morning, when i wake up i realised tt my complexion bcome DAMN GOOD SIA. cos ytd coach was telling us hw to anoint ourselves everyday, so we pratically had oil all over our face. hahaha it even better than using, la mer, la prairie, sisley or wadever skincare tt was created. hahaha

after ytd's shining lights, i keep hving e v excited feeling like smth exciting is gna happen. haha huizhi also ve this feeling, i can like see her grow exponentially in e spiritual sense, she really matured alot. im happy to see tt. :D mayb one day she might just lead a cg! woo excited for her too man! ^^

woo later can go read e destined to reign daily devotional! EXCITED! :D

9:56 AM; untitledBEAUTY | It's complete randomness.Y

Wednesday, July 23, 2008

guess wad? im staying. the management actually compromise to my timings. im amazed at wad jeffrey can do. i really didnt expect this to happen, like i was sooooooo prepared to go and play for e rest of 2 wks b4 sch starts. oh and they are willing to give me 2 wks break when sch starts, so tt i can sort out my timetable and stuff, and if i can i'll cont'd working on, if i cant den its byebye. lol

omgosh i cant wait for sch to start. im VERY excited. yet a lil scared bcos tt day when we went to sch for med checkup, e ppl, and i mean freshies like us, are kinda scary/plastic/fake. ohwells, see hw it goes on 4aug! nevertheless, im still EXCITED!! =p

7:11 PM; untitledBEAUTY | It's complete randomness.Y

Sunday, July 20, 2008

miss me, miss me not. my last day would be Wednesday! :D I'm VERY HAPPY. ^^

hmm lets start fr sat! had arrow, sat w NUS cluster! i think they're really quite a bunch of fun ppl, love them. I TOTALLY LOVE MY NEW CG. (: pastor Benjamin preached bout r/s. guess a lot of ppl out there needs to hear it (just read eelen's blog). wad i left fr tt svc was, go into a r/s only when ure WILLING and ABLE to. e willing part is easy, but more often than nt, e able part is e cause of many failed r/s. yupp, and e end of r/s should be marriage. its just an advice, nt a rule/law. (:

today i went for third w weiqian, Helen and Joshua, met weijain in e audi. omg we sat on e floor, ZZZZ when weiqian gt batch 4 tix! grrrr... oh wells, i still love her loads! (: pastor prince preached on feeding on His love for us. was REALLY gd! (:

met familiar ppl who are queueing for fourth. talked abit. den i headed for work, really had a very STRONG urge to skip, but mommy said 'don't always like this' so honoring her, i went to work LOR. damn sianz. but its a gd thing tt i went la, it wud be e last time i see raba'a, i like her e best in BeneFit okay. ^^ ate lerkthai after work, she accompanied me! hee! we talked quite a lot, guess she's e second one i can talk comfortably to in my workplace, other than stephy c. (:

okay dokes, im turning in soon, gta be at NUS for some med checkup, donno check wad, check whether i gt AIDS a not izzit? IDIOT! waste my time! oops, suddenly get so agitated. hahaha

10:47 AM; untitledBEAUTY | It's complete randomness.Y

Friday, July 11, 2008

omgosh i just read eelen,jazreel and tong's blog, and i suddenly miss them ALOT, as in, i miss the whole csq ALOT ALOT! hmm mayb i shud plan an outing so tt i wudnt ps them anymore. LOL im sooooo sorry for ps-ing u girls every time, lol cos im perpetually tired everyday, i swear this is a disease im suffering okay. oooo~ suddenly feel like clubbing. haha :D

i'm excitedX100000 for sch, cant wait to speak/write French, cant wait to go France. WOOHOO! ^^

hmm i wonder when will wing get back to me, zzz, so tt i can decide whether to quit or nt!
p/s: those who wants to buy stuff, pls tell me asap, i might nt be working sooooon. :D

YAY! tmr i'll be gg to kiehl's to get e pineapple&papaya facial scrub! WEEE~ oh! and i just went on makeupalley to do some swapping! hehe cant wait for their replies! im so new in swapping, hope i'll ve a gd experience! ((:

2:48 PM; untitledBEAUTY | It's complete randomness.Y

Friday, July 04, 2008

happy birthday to serene seah! :D:D:D we(clare,huizhi and me) came out w a list of to-dos for her and those to-dos are serene's never-dos LOL WOOHOO it was really fun seeing her catwalking in such "beautiful" clothes. haha had a great time laughing man! :D oh ya and we made tiramisu cake for her okay, and it tastes REALLY quite gd! after celebration, we headed to mandarin gardens for arrow jcluster grad party. gt intro-ed to our new leaders and stuff, im quite happy w e leaders! (:

and we end off e day at e poolside. actually i really can feel hw ure feeling, clarice. its like u wanna let go but u cant. i understand okay. its bcos i feel this way too. i refuse to move on to e next phase of my life. i mean like ive to leave e job and e ppl there. actually there's only 2 ppl(steph c and lydia) tt i'll miss damn alot la. its e friendship i made w them for e past 6mths tt is so precious to me. somemore im used to seeing them every single day, tts even more den hw much i see my family okay. it might be nth to alot of ppl but to me it means e world okay. imagine im supposed to be separated fr you, huizhi or serene i'll just die man. yupp clarice so this is wad i cant let go.

clarice no matter wad, really just look to Him and trust tt His gonna turn all these pain, sorrows and tears for ur good. He is definitely doing smth extraordinary in ur life. u WILL be a living testimony to others. and He will nvr fail u. (: smile clarice! love ya!

11:03 AM; untitledBEAUTY | It's complete randomness.Y

Thursday, June 19, 2008

today was really quite a fulfilling day.
to start off, i had tuition w my p6 kid and he's totally funny and horny, and mind u, he's only 12 yrs old. tsk i wonder wad they really talk abt in sch man.
then, i went hm, slacked like nvr b4 but gotta get my fat ass off e couch to bathe, sigh sometimes i wish i could just relax at hm and watch cable till sun sets. and if u realise, im paying for cable but im only spending 1/2 hr watching it for e entire wk, hw ironic.
oh wells, moving on, i headed to huizhi's plc to cook. haha i meant heating up e pre-cooked food. oh! huizhi makes really yummy potato salad :D but i cudnt get hold of hw she did it bcos i was slping like a log in her rm. ive no idea why am i perpetually tired every minute, and even thou i slp ALOT for one day, my dark circles doesnt fade. SIGH... okay back to my mundane life story, we left her hse for dhoby and OMGOSH we took e bus and train, i thought we wud be taking cab okay, im like so used to travelling by cab, thanks to lao goh.oh btw when we reached dhoby, huizhi had to rush to e hut to meet up w e delivery boy so i gotta make my way there alone. after waiting for like 1/2 hr for our dear bimbo, miss wong weiqian we started e secret secret! :D its named tt bcos huizhi said so, actually she's nt sure wad she wanna do yet she needa book our evenings so wad a gd way to name it huh? lol
secret secret was really gd,we have nvr been tt vulnerable and real to each other b4, and it really touched my heart to see things changing for e better. e atmosphere was just right for sharing and fellowshipping, i really learnt alot fr e girls and i realised tt jc north has quite a handful of wise girls. (: really thank Daddy God for them and this event. girls, im really blessed and edified by wad was shared. :D

but now im really feeling fucked up bcos i received an email informing me tt ive gt to go dwn to nus on 26june 2-5pm, im so pissed bcos im working on tt day and i hate to make changes! and bloody hell! ive gt to print out some documents tt are claimed to be essential when my damn printer isnt connected to e lappie and bcos of my indolence, im nt making any effort to connect them. as if this is nt enough, ive gt to find out tt my rock kidz interview clashes with my shift next sunday, im really feeling v annoyed. why does everyth comes crashing dwn on me tgt? fuck. it might nt seem to be a big thing to many but i really hate making changes and re-scheduling my time.

but whatever it is, im hitting e sack soon bcos ive gt to wake up at a godforsaken hr tmr for e bloody fucking boliao benefit trg at some ulu pandan plc in sg. fuck.

10:30 AM; untitledBEAUTY | It's complete randomness.Y

Monday, May 19, 2008

omg its been ages since i updated my blog. i miss sch, actually i miss sch ppl la. haha like my beloved candy clique, touch ruggers, 0633ians and most imptly neoneo! :D guess hes missing us too, no students will be as fun as our badge one lo. oh no! i just found out tt i cant make it for touch dinner cos i gt my dates mixed up ): ): am really sad. and its been a looooooooooong time since i touched gilbert.

alrighty im still working at e nt-so-gd-but-fun-place-to-work-in perfume shop. ve made many new frens and 2 worthy frens. :D sarah and steph c (: and i kinda like my colleagues cos theyre quite fun ppl. omg i cant wait for e next mambo night okay. hope we'll be able to go in june HEHEHE! im so asking neo to go okay for a hidden reason. :D :D :D

yayness! church camp is coming im sooooo excited!!! :D:D:D it'll be at batam! we're having e whole resort to ourselves! WEEEEEEE~ ^.^

okay will update when i feel like it! ((:

5:42 AM; untitledBEAUTY | It's complete randomness.Y